don’t do that. don’t try to be my friend. after everything you said to me, you think you’re gonna come back & squeeze your way back into my life? absolutely not. I’ve had this same fight with you way too many times & I’m finally putting my foot do. so don’t even think for a second I’m letting you back into my life because last time was your last time
tonight, I say goodbye to something near & dear to my heart. I say goodbye to a friendship I thought was worth the fight. I say goodbye to everything I’ve ever told you. everything I’ve ever expressed to you. I never thought the friendship I had with you could ever be broken, but it was. it was torn apart & flipped upside down. we let someone come between us in a way that I never imagined. it breaks my heart to see us like this, but you did this. you couldn’t let go & here I am, heart broken and feeling alone. tonight, I say goodbye to my relationship with my mother. we will never be the way we were before & it honestly brings tears to my eyes. you fought for her to stay so hard, that I broke. I stopped fighting & began putting walls up around me. I hate to see us like this, I really do. but there is no going back and no way to fix it.